The world is older than any thought. All thought. The earth primary and larger than our ideas. Step outside and look up at the oak, its broken branches, the deepening split in its trunk. How long before a huge limb crashes down yielding at last to gravity’s whispered invitation to come home? The tree is one of a line on a ridge, shoreline of glacial Lake Iroquois. All dying now, crowns shrinking, boniness thrusting through the canopy, everything changing.
Standing beside that giant lake you can’t imagine a far shore. Where it stops the world does. One oar stroke too many and you’ll fall into the nothing no longer contained in a name: night’s kingdom, chaos, place of origin and dissolution, cellar of the gods, death’s home. The oak is massive, your own self small beside it. Learn this, not to despair but to vanquish despair. Be astonished.